grudge
UK: ɡrʌdʒ | US: ɡrʌdʒ
n. a persistent feeling of resentment, especially due to a past insult or injury
vt. to give or allow reluctantly or resentfully
The word "grudge" traces back to Middle English grucchen, meaning "to complain" or "murmur," derived from Old French grouchier (to grumble). The root grud- reflects the sound of discontent (onomatopoeic influence), while the suffix -ge (now obsolete) marked verbal action. Over time, the meaning shifted from vocal complaint to internalized resentment, retaining the core idea of unwillingness or bitterness.
She still held a grudge against him for missing her birthday.
He grudgingly admitted that his opponent played well.
Don’t bear a grudge over such a small misunderstanding.
The manager grudged the extra day off but approved it.
Their grudge dated back to a dispute in high school.